This post is more about Afghanistan than anything else, it's not a mini country profile like the one I did on India, but more of my thoughts on the history of Afghanistan.*
Currently the U.S. still deploys forces to Afghanistan to support ISAF (the International Security Assistance Force). President Obama says we are drawing down in 2014, the Secretaries of Defense and Chief of Staff confirm the timeline barring national emergencies and unforeseen contingency operations of course. The news is ripe with stories of the dependence our national security has on covert Navy Seal and CIA operations. But lets look at Afghanistan a little more closely, in particular starting at the threadbare story of the burning of the Koran (Quran). Though many stories about the resulting riots have ensued, it is interesting to me that such a strong response is rattling through the country. These were not Qurans confiscated from ordinary citizens but from detainees, and they were being disposed of it seems (since the investigation is in progress, these are just my speculations as a citizen spectator of the news stories). It doesn't seem like the holy books were being desecrated actively by misguided or misled Soldiers. So, it seems to me to be wise to hold back on all the media judgment.
Delving into the country's history, the fiercest resistance has been intertwined with religious zealotry that many Muslims agree is a warped and twisted representation of Islam. Even with the sensitivity military forces (e.g. ISAF) must have for the culture of a country that is the target for security and infrastructure development, it seems like making mountains out of molehills to trigger violent uprisings and revolts over the accidental improper disposal of the holy texts. If other big cases of Quran burning are researched just quickly on Google or Wikipedia, it is clear that in those instances the Quran was being purposely defamed and disrespected. So it confuses me why this bitter outcry? Is it being fostered by the self-declared guerrilla fighters? Is it an overreaction due to misrepresentation of the situation? Research into the strict religious law imposed by the Taliban and the relationship between the leader of the Taliban - Mullah Mohammed Omar - and Osama Bin Laden and the Al-Qaeda forces, shows the shocking and dehumanizing application of religious texts to an already war torn population. Of particular pertinence to me is the treatment of women under this strict law: which was absolutely dehumanizing. It is not unheard of for cultures to subjugate women as second-class citizens, but it was chilling to see how what was at first a resistance to war-lord-ism became a militarily backed movement to apply a specific set of laws to many different peoples.
Since I first read about the leader who was directly opposed to Mullah Omar, Ahmad Shah Massoud has stood out to me as an extraordinary figure and a true loss to military and political operations in the country of Afghanistan. Also known as the Lion of Panjshir, he was considered by some to be a war lord, but he fought the Taliban and effectively countered them time and time again in the northern region of Afghanistan. This sort of internal conflict shows me there is something broken within Afghanistan. I don't think it is a failed country, but maybe it is failed politics. It is a country whose citizens question the elections, but that is not limited to Afghanistan. The same goes for Russia, and it wasn't too long ago that American citizens were demanding recounts of votes in Florida. The difference is of course in the level of activity of the resistance. Activist groups in the United States raise money and hold up wildly offensive pickets. Russian protesters mob streets and bridges showing force in numbers of the people who want to see change. Afghanistan is a mine-filled, AK-47 plentiful, and dangerous land with snipers and small arms fire a risk in many places.
So, what am I saying? Not much at the moment, just sharing the thoughts that have been brewing in my mind in light of recent news and forgotten history. What will history think of this in ten years time? What will we think in just five years?
*I'm still writing for me at the moment, so this isn't well-targeted writing. I am hoping that my deployment will get me what I need to really put the right edge of genuine experience into my writing and provide direction for the motivation and passion whirring away madly in my heart and mind: it's energy that already goes into outlets. I'm hoping to channel it more productively in the future, though. Comments greatly appreciated!
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Showing posts with label deployment. Show all posts
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Friday, March 2, 2012
Sunday, February 5, 2012
The Real Deal
I'm in the real thing now, the "real" Army, an actual post, an actual job. I've been out of college for almost nine months, and finally I get to Warner Barracks in Bamberg only to hear they might be closing this base in a couple years. I will still get to stay in Germany (fingers crossed) but apparently in a different area.
I will not be enjoying Germany this summer though if approval goes through because my unit is trying to deploy me with a company that is already in Afghanistan. I obviously can't write much about this, just enough to say that this would all be happening pretty fast for me. How do I feel about it? Well, it is what I signed up for in the Army. I didn't sign up in war time thinking I would avoid it. It's also a great opportunity for me to get tons of on the job training, and an opportunity for me to hurry up and get a platoon - which is a key leader position for someone of my rank. It's also a transportation position which is awesome because often junior officers are lumped together as logistics if they are transpo, ordnance, or quartermaster. That's only supposed to happen at the captain level and above. But it's not uncommon for someone like me (a transportation officer) to get put into a quartermaster or other 'loggy' related position that's not my actual branch.
Anyway, a lot of people (Soldiers here, and the family I've told) are asking me if I feel ready. Honest? I don't feel ready! How could I? However, I am more than willing. If someone asked me if I wanted to do this, my answer would be absolutely. But ready? I wish I had studied Pashtun with more concentration, I wish I had more experience in my job, I wish the training at BOLC made me feel more confident than I do now.
I do have a lot of great resources of experience available to me though. I have a friend who deployed in a similar situation to me, and so I can ask her how it worked for her. The Army has been doing this for a while now, so I would be crazy to think I was facing a unique challenge - well at the general level anyway. I know even if I got all the preparation I wanted, there would still be suprise challenges along the way and that's why the Army has been leaning towards leaders who are critical thinkers.
I think that everyone pauses and hopes they are prepared for this. It all seems so fast, I do know that I am willing, it's my job on top of it all. Is there someone else? If there was, and leadership deemed it better, they would send that person. I've got to remember I've been trained up for this. No one said it would be simple. I may have to take a break from the blogging for a while, but I'll keep a journal downrange, and I'll still write until I get deployed - about everything, the whole moving to Germany experience.
Which reminds me, I don't have an apartment yet, hopefully will do some looking this week. I would like to have my own place before I leave. I do have a phone though which I have been looking forward to endlessly! I got a plan with O2, a German phone company, it's the cheapest plan, although the phones are full price (which is expensive here, I shudder every time I do the euro-dollar conversion). I still haven't finished inprocessing, there are hours of online training I still have to do. I have had a full week though. My sponsor has been nice, but my unit has been busy because they have a range (shooting range) next week. My commander is actually a Military Intelligence officer but he requested a command position and he interviewed for and got it. It just goes to show there's a million and one different ways to do a career in the Army. I went to two different Italian restaurants in Bamberg already, and the food is pretty good. I also finally saw my friend who graduated in 2009 and has been stationed here the whole time. She is awesome and doing Pathfinder school, so good for her! Tonight is the Super Bowl and I was invited by another West Point grad to a party - which is cool, since otherwise I wouldn't really have a thing to do tonight. Somehow it's another move to a new place in which I've somehow managed to have something to do from the very first weekend on. How do these things happen to me? I am most certainly grateful!
I will not be enjoying Germany this summer though if approval goes through because my unit is trying to deploy me with a company that is already in Afghanistan. I obviously can't write much about this, just enough to say that this would all be happening pretty fast for me. How do I feel about it? Well, it is what I signed up for in the Army. I didn't sign up in war time thinking I would avoid it. It's also a great opportunity for me to get tons of on the job training, and an opportunity for me to hurry up and get a platoon - which is a key leader position for someone of my rank. It's also a transportation position which is awesome because often junior officers are lumped together as logistics if they are transpo, ordnance, or quartermaster. That's only supposed to happen at the captain level and above. But it's not uncommon for someone like me (a transportation officer) to get put into a quartermaster or other 'loggy' related position that's not my actual branch.
Anyway, a lot of people (Soldiers here, and the family I've told) are asking me if I feel ready. Honest? I don't feel ready! How could I? However, I am more than willing. If someone asked me if I wanted to do this, my answer would be absolutely. But ready? I wish I had studied Pashtun with more concentration, I wish I had more experience in my job, I wish the training at BOLC made me feel more confident than I do now.
I do have a lot of great resources of experience available to me though. I have a friend who deployed in a similar situation to me, and so I can ask her how it worked for her. The Army has been doing this for a while now, so I would be crazy to think I was facing a unique challenge - well at the general level anyway. I know even if I got all the preparation I wanted, there would still be suprise challenges along the way and that's why the Army has been leaning towards leaders who are critical thinkers.
I think that everyone pauses and hopes they are prepared for this. It all seems so fast, I do know that I am willing, it's my job on top of it all. Is there someone else? If there was, and leadership deemed it better, they would send that person. I've got to remember I've been trained up for this. No one said it would be simple. I may have to take a break from the blogging for a while, but I'll keep a journal downrange, and I'll still write until I get deployed - about everything, the whole moving to Germany experience.
Which reminds me, I don't have an apartment yet, hopefully will do some looking this week. I would like to have my own place before I leave. I do have a phone though which I have been looking forward to endlessly! I got a plan with O2, a German phone company, it's the cheapest plan, although the phones are full price (which is expensive here, I shudder every time I do the euro-dollar conversion). I still haven't finished inprocessing, there are hours of online training I still have to do. I have had a full week though. My sponsor has been nice, but my unit has been busy because they have a range (shooting range) next week. My commander is actually a Military Intelligence officer but he requested a command position and he interviewed for and got it. It just goes to show there's a million and one different ways to do a career in the Army. I went to two different Italian restaurants in Bamberg already, and the food is pretty good. I also finally saw my friend who graduated in 2009 and has been stationed here the whole time. She is awesome and doing Pathfinder school, so good for her! Tonight is the Super Bowl and I was invited by another West Point grad to a party - which is cool, since otherwise I wouldn't really have a thing to do tonight. Somehow it's another move to a new place in which I've somehow managed to have something to do from the very first weekend on. How do these things happen to me? I am most certainly grateful!
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